I won't make this update too long or too shabby. Hopeful that I can type this update with a not too long summary of whats going on and whats not going on. Firstly as I sit here at work typing my thoughts I can hear a bunch of shouts and noise from the next office adjacent mine. Financial people having a few drinks. I guess they have something to smile and be jolly about considering the end of financial year. Speaking of the end of financial year, Tax returns are coming soon so yay! Secondly if you haven't assumed from the way I am typing, this update will mainly be about me, myself and yours truly.
The very first thing that comes to mind when I say this update is mine and all mine, is conceited and arrogant much? Sadly for those of you who haven't heard, I haven't been on WoW recently which is a big change for me. It hasn't bugged me as much as I would've thought but maybe I'm just out growing it. Having all this time though, means that I've been sketching as much as I can and hopefully will have things to upload here soon.
Work has been most tiring and with yet another month gone, so too goes a little of my patience with these people. I'm wishing I could quit now, and I guess it wouldn't be too hard for me to. Cruel though is that thought, mainly because then I would be leaving my boss, who is also my uncle, standing on a cliff. On the edge as they say. One of my colleagues is quiting and my cousin is replacing her but that won't be until the end of this month. Hence why the cruelness. If I were to leave now it would only make things more hard for the office to try and get back up. I'm not saying I'm THAT important, but If i were to leave, that is two weeks of training two different people and then having a months target looming overhead before the 31st. It would ensure mayhem in the office and also a certain loathing from those who are left to pick up the slack. I couldn't live with myself if I knew that I'd left the office like that.
Anyways, I've come to a decision that I really do want to get back into study. I even miss the deadlines when assignments would be due and I would spend three hours in the library typing nonstop just to get 18 outta 20. Those were the days. Too bad though huh? I've thought about this for a long time now and I just need to get back on that high horse and charge instead of walking along the path. I just need to be motivated into doing something that I really want to do but in order to do that I'd have to get through a lot of struggles. I guess that's part of life however and I gotta accept it. I just wish I never got off the high horse. Being lazy will be my only last regret and will possibly be the death of me.
Moving on, one thing that I'm most happy and most proud of is my son. He's gotten so big now and still growing. It's one thing I will never regret. And unless you have a child of your own, most of you out there wouldn't know how this emotion feels like, when he/she says his/her first word, the first steps, the first everything. Its amazing and I just hate to be away from the little tyke. It is also one reason I want to leave this job and be closer to him. I've already missed out on some of the things he's done and I feel so rotten when all I want to do when I get home is relax and maybe sleep. It's helps me think when I know that my kid is happy and not at all upset in any way.
I think I will leave it here for now, although there are still a lot that I need to say. Times a rollin' away again and I have to get back to work. For now, takecare.!